Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Today

I feel like I want to write more, just because I know I have the time. Otherwise, there's at least two weeks in between posts. But then, I'd post ten times one day.. and still naught for two weeks. There is no happy medium in my life right now. It's okay. It's frustrating. It's interesting. It won't last much longer, I hope.

Anyway, today has been long. My hamster died. It was strange, I was sitting at my desk working on stuff, and I caught a smell of something off. I turned around, and he was laid out. Not in a ball, like how he likes to sleep, either. Just sort of laying on his side. His eyes were slightly open. I knew when I looked over my shoulder, before I got up to investigate, that he was dead. My lazy, cute, furry friend is gone.

I feel as though it's been a long week and today's only Tuesday. And yesterday was a holiday. I've driven over a hundred miles. Run at least twenty errands. I'm still behind.
My dog had a seizure last night. It was like the brakes got put on everything. My entire world stopped. I was terrified watching her eyes flicker back and forth. It was strange.

My eyes have horrible allergies in them. This is new for me. It's driving me nuts. I'm in class. Life just feels blah right now. I'm not sure what's going on. I'm not sure what to do. I want to go home, or go to a friends, and just lay on the couch and knit.


1 mindless chatters:

The Middle Child said...

The "blah" seems to be a pattern. I'm blah and I know of at least three of my blogger friends that feel the same way.

Good luck gettin' out of the blah!